Whatever, or, Wherein I quit everything because I cannot grapple with being temperamental and apathetic at once

This fickle heart of mine flipped all my feelings again. Forget everything I said. Forget everything I will say. The hurly-burly is boring. Leave me alone. Why aren't you talking to me? 

Embarrassed to have ever written anything. Embarrassed to have ever talked to anyone. This is stupid and so am I. Maybe I'll change my mind again next week and get some gumption and momentum back.